@Remejy Interesting, I'm glad posting helps. For me I noticed animals sexually after noticing people, I was attracted to boys, men, women, and girls, as a boy starting as young as 5. I was molested one time but it wasn't traumatic until years later when I started getting angry that I didn't get to have sex as a kid, because I felt those urges very young and they were never acknowledged by adults around me. As soon as I found porn I was so happy, it was like, my whole life I had been raised on a false dark religion, and then I found practitioners of "the sex" and suddenly I was filled with hope, the hope of what could be, that there was more to life than hymns and prayers.
@Remejy The molesting wasn't violent or against my will, what was upsetting was that my molester discarded me after, avoided me, I would have much preferred he sucked my dick every while I sucked his. Tbh. Kind of gross that he just used me like he did, that's what's upsetting, if he had treated me with respect and kept on as a big brother figure who I could have sex with, we'd both probably have had better lives. AAMs and MAPs alike suffer from the consequences of draconian cult practices.
@Remejy@youjo.love
