YZZAJ @Jazzy_Butts@gameliberty.club

I struggled to masturbate last night before bed (no visual stim) because I kept getting intrusive thoughts of deformed human faces

People taking my autonomy away and sadistically abusing me in life 99.99% of the time did not ever sexually abuse me, and yet I still feel violated and invalidated. I feel raped, yet I never was, and so trying to talk about this with normies irl gets me scorn, they rarely see my abuse as abuse, "Oh, people bullied you? Boo hoo! Oh, you were kidnapped? GROW UP! You were gaslit? GATKEPT, GORLBOSSED."

I hate hate hate hate how people will say when someone comes forward about childhood sexual experiences "OH YOU'RE NOT NORMAL CHILDREN AREN'T SUPPOSED TO DO THAT"......THESE BITCHES TRIED TO NO TRUE SCOTSMAN BEING A CHILD "NO NO, YOU WEREN'T A CHILD LIKE THE OTHER CHILDREN, YOU WERE DAMAGED, AND THAT TOOK YOUR INNOCENCE, AND YOU STOPPED BEING A CHILD OR SOME SHIT SO EVERY TIME YOU HAD SEXPLAY WITH ANOTHER CHILD OF YOUR EXACT SAME AGE YOU WERE ACTUALLY SOME OTHER ENTITY IN A SEPARATE CATEGORY CALLED "DAMAGED CHILD"....FUCK YOU!!!!!!!

And good, you're amazing and good

You're amazing

I wish there was a Michael Jackson song about not touching yourself so I could listen to that to gain strength

Hello everybody on pedi remember that you are good on the inside and that no matter how you feel or what you've done you're still good and I'm glad that you're alive

brap hog

I need a MUSCULAR woman, a woman strong enough and BIG enough to cradle me in her arms

The fedifren runs their skilled fingers down your side, it feels so good. You've never felt so safe, so at peace, your feeifren hugs you, they smell like heaven, your fedifren is soaking you in, and is in ecstatic bliss. You never thought it was possible, you thought you were worthless, you were ready to give up, but your fedifren has shown you that the world has more than abusers in it. -This is the ending we all want, it can happen!!!

I love you fedifren, I hope you think about me when you orgasm

Bevis and Butthead are so pure, all they want to do is score, you have to admire that

And then IF I made my return to the pediberse I would do it to this song
https://youtu.be/qeMFqkcPYcg

IF I was going away/retiring my username and starting fresh, this would be the song I would leave on
https://youtu.be/KoqPy1hk3BI

I want to become sober fedi frens I have to stop being so incapacitated all the time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!