Well, years ago with Blessing, and I made a much more public spectacle of it than you, actually. OG Kiwi Farms dot cc faggots will remember, I was head over heels for her and made a complete fool of myself for about 6 months straight. When I came to I was absolutely destroyed, took over a year to grieve it.
But then the blood returns to your head and the shame remains a permanent example of how not to act going forward.
I learned the real secret to getting female attention online was to own a Fediverse server, then their titty pics will come to you all on their own. I had 3 women on Degenerates Fail and 2 of them showed me their titties (quite ironically, given the name.)