@keisuke it was online to be fair and i constantly question whether i'm halluzinating or misinterpreting...
I realize I'm bragplaining, but the anger in a similar situation has gotten very serious and a very serious problem once before...
(Komi can't communicate...)
I'm no longer quite as ugly and unattractive as I was as a teenager I guess, but my self esteem etc. is still fundamentally messed up from that time, I'm afraid...