Reinhard @Reinhard@gameliberty.club

I've been wondering if most people became less enthusiastic to chat and play with me or I'm just very unlucky with the ones I met?

Not sure if I should blame myself or not.

I do not understand why "modern gaming" rooms are a sterile mess with LED hexagons and stereotypical acoustic panels for looks... a lowboard with a shiny black or white piano finish... fake plants, more cheap shit like a PSX icon lamp with some of the most generic movie posters framed or Nintendo merch on display. Plus the obligatory pc tower with LED's on everything. CPU cooler, RAM, mainboard, case fans... FUCK.

Pic related. This is how I remember it.

A guy in a streamers chat mentioned that he has trouble with his ex-gf and also said he loved the THREE kids of his ex-wife like his own. He sounded baffled when I told him that this sounds like a big red flag he could have seen coming.

What's wrong with these people?

So, I got an air fryer too because everyone was shilling it. First result with some chicken after just some fries and frozen garbage. The result was yummy.

Also cheap rice turns out great if you properly wash it by hand like the japanese do.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wL2ylkbNVqU

My Mental Hygene™ level is very low today. It didn't take much to remind me how unfair the world truly is.

When I tried VR Chat a long time ago everyone was like HURR DURR this or that guy "made me an avatar" and I was like uuuuugh, ok?

Everytime I met one of those and started to ask some basic questions about 3d modeling they hesitantly were admiting to just texture swapping and other bs like that. They got really defensive and avoided me afterwards.

Okay, shit like that makes it hard for me to take women seriously.

I have been so "busy" (whatever this means) that I can catch up with two episodes of One Piece today.

I get retro vibes from the display of my fan. Love it so much~

Apparently someone had a worse day than I do.

Earlier I saw that I wasn't part of a certain discord server anymore. I thought I was just too much to handle and got banned. However, turns out that the person in charge deleted their account. Normies shouldn't be in charge of things - it's just causing too much drama.

Looked at the weather forecast. It's time to do the laundry now before it's too late for the next couple of days.

I didn't do anything I actually wanted to do today. I can't be the only one who feels that way?

This pattern repeats more frequently than I'm willing to admit and then I start to ask myself if I'm lacking willpower or if that's just normal. At least I did something, I guess?

I'll try to be better tomorrow.