Reinhard @Reinhard@gameliberty.club
Your frenly shut-in / NEET that occasionally gets depressed and is tired of life. [ EN | GER ]
Out of touch with society and the new normal I dwell in the past, thinking about memories of better days when everything made more sense.
I'll post whatever is on my mind or seems interesting enough to share. Feel free to interact with me.
Interests:
Blender 3D modeling, digital art, bicycle racing, space, scifi, weeb shit, synthesizers, HiFi, VGM/BGM music, imageboard culture, banter and politics.
Joined Jan 2022
Remember when I said I clean to dodge things that would be more important to do?
This turned into "quick renovation projects". I'm doomed.
Me when trying to avoid conversations about sex and romantic relationships.
I've been wondering if most people became less enthusiastic to chat and play with me or I'm just very unlucky with the ones I met?
Not sure if I should blame myself or not.
I do not understand why "modern gaming" rooms are a sterile mess with LED hexagons and stereotypical acoustic panels for looks... a lowboard with a shiny black or white piano finish... fake plants, more cheap shit like a PSX icon lamp with some of the most generic movie posters framed or Nintendo merch on display. Plus the obligatory pc tower with LED's on everything. CPU cooler, RAM, mainboard, case fans... FUCK.
Pic related. This is how I remember it.
I saw a thunderstorm on the far horzion. It's actually over 100 km away. Didn't expect that, looked way closer.
A guy in a streamers chat mentioned that he has trouble with his ex-gf and also said he loved the THREE kids of his ex-wife like his own. He sounded baffled when I told him that this sounds like a big red flag he could have seen coming.
What's wrong with these people?
So, I got an air fryer too because everyone was shilling it. First result with some chicken after just some fries and frozen garbage. The result was yummy.
Also cheap rice turns out great if you properly wash it by hand like the japanese do.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wL2ylkbNVqU
My Mental Hygene™ level is very low today. It didn't take much to remind me how unfair the world truly is.
When I tried VR Chat a long time ago everyone was like HURR DURR this or that guy "made me an avatar" and I was like uuuuugh, ok?
Everytime I met one of those and started to ask some basic questions about 3d modeling they hesitantly were admiting to just texture swapping and other bs like that. They got really defensive and avoided me afterwards. 
Okay, shit like that makes it hard for me to take women seriously. 
https://store.steampowered.com/app/1084160/Jagged_Alliance_3/
I used to love Jagged Alliance 2 and played it a lot with the 1.13 mod as well. A while ago they announced they're working on Jagged Alliance 3 but so far every game after 1998 of this series has been horrible and not worth playing.
Will they finally get their shit together?
Your frenly shut-in / NEET that occasionally gets depressed and is tired of life. [ EN | GER ]
Out of touch with society and the new normal I dwell in the past, thinking about memories of better days when everything made more sense.
I'll post whatever is on my mind or seems interesting enough to share. Feel free to interact with me.
Interests:
Blender 3D modeling, digital art, bicycle racing, space, scifi, weeb shit, synthesizers, HiFi, VGM/BGM music, imageboard culture, banter and politics.
Joined Jan 2022
