I left my house today (I don't usually ever do that) and had a panic attack and started freaking out and I had to be rushed back home. Once back inside my home I fell to my knees, layed face down on the floor, and started sobbing.

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@deadheat In my mind I thought everyone was looking at me in disgust, and then I heard some people laughing and in my mind I thought they were laughing at me, and then the car I was in was cramped and I hate small spaces so I freaked out and started spazing and screaming about how "It's not right, none of it is right! It's all wrong!" (was talking about society) and then some people walking by looked at me and that made me freak out even more and I had to go home because I was worried I was going to be attacked.

@deadheat The sad thing is I used to be a popular guy a decade ago and would go to lots of parties and be the DD for people when they were too drunk and I'd talk them through problems and was just generally an all around bro

@deadheat Yea, personal betreyals of trust. That's why betrayers are in the lowest circle of hell. It's the worst thing someone can so do another person.

@Jazzy_Butts But people betraying your trust shouldn't cause you panic attacks when you go outside...
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