Starting fresh. Hello. I am an english speaker. I would like to learn more about the history and cultures of nonenglish descended people. I know many on the left have painted me as a "nazi" and I regret my confusion at the time, also, I have said many regrettable things about womens rights, and their dignity, and that's just awful. From now on, I'll try to be the best fedi fren I can be again. Fresh start. No more calling arabs stinky, or saying that jews control the world, those days are in the PAST! I always wanted to learn about the world, even as a "nazi", I was one of the "good" "nazis", I never wanted anyone gassed, I just thought maybe whites needed protection from revenge seekers! I wanted everyone to be equal, and stuff! And as far as pedophilia goes..........................jeeeeeeeeeee wiz ok I'm not a pedophile I guess? Not technically? I've always been very confused about what a pedophile even is and the age of consent for my whole entire life, but I've never broken any laws or done pederasty (touching of a child), but people think that just because someone says they're a pedo or a MAP that they automatically molested innumerable children, that's why everyone felt the need to put "non offending" in their titles, because the story has been warped and the plot has been lost. I hate the multinational multifaith multiethnic economic minority that is mutilating our human race that they themselves are a part of. Fuck you all if you don't get it. Love you all if you do. /vent
Guys I trust you more than random search results. How do you deal with an avoidant woman? A woman who won't say yes or no even though there's chemistry and tension, how do you break through her shell ("break" shouldn't conjure images of force it's a gentle cracking of a suffocating dome, it's saving her) and make (again, so many people think this implies some sort of force, no no no, when you make someone get out of the way of a speeding bus at the last second is that bad??? No it's heroic!) her understand that the two of you have permission from the universe to be together and to enjoy your time together and to be devoted to each other???????? You bros seem to have it figured out I know at least some of you faggots are married and shit.
The spirit of the real Flash Gordon (he was based on real secret events I believe) inhabits my body and is finally awakened!
https://youtu.be/LfmrHTdXgK4
I saved this spider. It was wet and looked dead and any "normal" person would have written it off as such but I KNEW that bugs can appear dead when waterlogged but they're just in shock, I put the spider on a paper towel and left it to dry off, when I returned it had gone from limp and contorted to dry, and in a normal spider posture. I am more empathetic than most normies will eber be. I helped a lowly EPODER!!!!!! ADMIT I WOULD B A GOOD BOYFRIEND TO YOU NOW AND ADMIT I'M A NICE GUY YOU CAN CUDDLE WITH!!!!!!
1. Don't fuckin touch my woman
2. This is my new gf since psychic gf turned out to be a fucking bitch. My new gfs name is Claudia, you will respect her.
3. Do not test me when it comes to Claudia
4. She's nothing like Psychic gf was, Claudia has severe apathy and anhedonia, she is too apathetic to be sadistic and is thus nothing like Psychic gf was
5. Me and Claudia have a blood pact because the only thing which gives her any sense of peace is being bonded to another, and I found her first so hands off.
6. Claudia is not opposed to having children, and does believe she is capable of being a good mother, and would even crack a genuine smile for the sake of the mental health of the child.
the socks are always on
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I think I should remind (again) everyone from the "Para" community who views, likes and/or shares my content, I was not always this way.
In fact, I was quite a strong "anti", although this became more muted once I started watching loli porn and came to terms with my sexuality and my own life. I still was "in the closet" for a while, and then became a "morality police" sort of guy. Only now do I see how I was still wrong at all those stages.
There are people on F/Pedi and in other places who I attacked in the past, and I want to apologize to them but obviously I don't want to name them (for their safety, not for mine).
Of course, no apology on my part will be enough. I can't turn back time; I can't remove the pain I may have caused.
I guess this is a reason I let some people from these communities follow me but most not, and I rarely if ever follow people back.
The only thing I can say is that I try to be more level-headed now. I try not to be knee-jerk. I try to understand people. I'm trying to rekindle my empathetic side, although I still can get angry and go on the offensive against people (especially those who remind me of my past self).
I'm not asking people to forgive me. I'm just saying that I apologize.
In a strange sort of way, I think I deserve "punishment", but not in a conventional way. This is probably why I just post everything in public. It's just something that I have to do. My "punishment" is to be attacked by people who I would have considered "allies" only a few years ago. My "punishment" is to fight my demons out in the open.
@banana I cry a lot, I'm batmanpilled, I workout like a psycho again. I can now hold my sword in one hand outstretched, when I first got it I could barely lift it without both hands. I am the destroyer of obstacles.
I've just posted demo (WIP) for new AirNation on my FANBOX and Unifans!
( https://diathorn.fanbox.cc/ // https://app.unifans.io/c/diathorn ))
Feel free to check it out!
And if you are the child of one of these economic minorities (economic royalty) and you are of age and you do not like your parents for the reasons I've given and others like they're not nice people in general, I really think you should marry me. Not as a joke or short term. I could show you how real people live, it's not always pretty, but with your pocket change you'll find life in the dirt hut I live in could be paradise compared to the emotional hell you're trapped in with your wealthy dramatic family. And no I don't want any of your money, but you'll need it to pay for your own shit because obviously I'm broke.
Starting fresh. Hello. I am an english speaker. I would like to learn more about the history and cultures of nonenglish descended people. I know many on the left have painted me as a "nazi" and I regret my confusion at the time, also, I have said many regrettable things about womens rights, and their dignity, and that's just awful. From now on, I'll try to be the best fedi fren I can be again. Fresh start. No more calling arabs stinky, or saying that jews control the world, those days are in the PAST! I always wanted to learn about the world, even as a "nazi", I was one of the "good" "nazis", I never wanted anyone gassed, I just thought maybe whites needed protection from revenge seekers! I wanted everyone to be equal, and stuff! And as far as pedophilia goes..........................jeeeeeeeeeee wiz ok I'm not a pedophile I guess? Not technically? I've always been very confused about what a pedophile even is and the age of consent for my whole entire life, but I've never broken any laws or done pederasty (touching of a child), but people think that just because someone says they're a pedo or a MAP that they automatically molested innumerable children, that's why everyone felt the need to put "non offending" in their titles, because the story has been warped and the plot has been lost. I hate the multinational multifaith multiethnic economic minority that is mutilating our human race that they themselves are a part of. Fuck you all if you don't get it. Love you all if you do. /vent
vow to never stop making out with cousin.
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Project ended.
Project status: Failure
Debrief complete.