@Jazzy_Butts go outside

@opal I'm scared to, I'm scared of random events, and I'm scared of groups of normies

@Jazzy_Butts @opal you don't even have to talk to people

Just go outside and breath in the fresh air for a bit

@prouddegenerate @opal Ok just went into my front yard to breathe, I got anxious and went back in.

@Jazzy_Butts @prouddegenerate @opal that's a start

i would wait until night, say eleven or so, and go for a walk. pick a corner store near you or something, make the goal to go there, buy a snack/drink, and then go home while consuming it.

@bitterblossom @opal @prouddegenerate There's a place a mile away but I can't even ride my bike anymore because my body hurts from old broken bones and pain pills are viewed as bad here in nazi America, anything that gives goypigs relief is viewed as bad, since goypigs are supposed to suffer. I'm not going to go score pills on the street either because I don't want to get ripped off or arrested.

@Jazzy_Butts @opal @prouddegenerate here in america you can now acquire marijuana

that'll numb the pain

@bitterblossom @opal @prouddegenerate I even got a card back when that was a thing to do, opioids help more and don't make me unable to focus. Pot is great for the mind and minor pain, but when shit gets real the poppy is king.

@Jazzy_Butts @opal @prouddegenerate ive been educated to not trust opioids of any kind. especially if it comes from the army.

better to be in pain and miserable bitching than have that shit melt your brain and open you up as a target for the fbi to groom in their next false flag op.

@bitterblossom @Jazzy_Butts @opal especially not from the army
Morphine is one of the most effective painkillers but also so addictive

@prouddegenerate @Jazzy_Butts @opal
the only working painkiller i had that wasn't problematic wasnt even a pain killer.

some muscle relaxant i got for busting my back worked real fucking good while until my scrip ran out.

@bitterblossom @opal @prouddegenerate Muscle relaxers make my mouth very dry, I would use them if not for that. It's intolerable because I already have throat problems, if I was in better condition I could probably stand it.

@bitterblossom @opal @prouddegenerate I am science minded not feels minded, so I am very strict with myself compared to normies, that's why even though I love opiates more than anything I never became addicted and I never became dependent and I never put my safety at risk to aquire them. I have skip days that I'm not allowed to miss when I have pills, I can do it, I can manage with this medicine in ways most can't, the docs just refuse to believe me. I've been dealing with this for 10 years so I'm time tested not just talking out my butt.

@Jazzy_Butts @bitterblossom @opal @prouddegenerate i believe you. main reason opioids get out of control is when supply is lost and people that abused to the point of dope sickness get desparate

opioid maintenance is considered medically beneficial, and its literally just taking safer opioids to prevent fent laced bullshit

not doing od bait doses and setting rules for yourself are ways to keep yourself safe, and if it does get too crazy theres always ways to cut back