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I was raised by a pathological liar and racemixer, and had no father, so of course I'm a little fucked up
I just keep trusting and keep getting these little micro betrayals 10 times for every 1 fulfilled promise, and idk what to do
@Jazzy_Butts what does racemixing with you being a complete schizo
@prouddegenerate If she had picked a white guy I wouldn't have the identity factor fucking with my head
@Jazzy_Butts what are you even mixed with again I forgot
@prouddegenerate I thought I was quater nig but turns out my dads blackness was more diluted than he thought, so I'm only 15% black
Even little things she would lie about, like how she felt or what she thought. She once broke into my room and destroyed my plants with bleach literally the day after smiling in my face and telling me how beautiful they were and how proud she was of me. And she lied about it, I was so stressed out, and thought I had done something wrong with my procedure, and she let me think that, for over 5 years.