I wish there was a way to rollback my personality to before I got hurt, while keeping the KNOWLEDGE (no emotional attachment) I gained from the experience so I don't get hurt again... because it's really hard to be outgoing, cheerful, and friendly, when you're traumatized, and if you're not those things people with good attitudes aren't going to want to be around you for very long.

@Jazzy_Butts it’s draining to act like a normal, healthy, happy, person all the time in front of others
It’s hard to believe that there are some people that actually are this way and don’t have to struggle