but why does it feel like my adhd has just got *worse*?
@cummies adhd phases
@Sp wha dat
@cummies Sometimes it gets worse for a few weeks to a season then it goes back to normal
@Sp feels more like constant decline tho
but maybe just seasonal depression combined with adhd making things bad rn
but maybe just seasonal depression combined with adhd making things bad rn
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@bitterblossom @Sp @cummies all of you go look up long cycling bipolar because that's what it is (I don't like "mentall illnesses" being viewed as a disorder, I prefer to view them as a normal symptom of trauma, or environmental dysfunction, social dysfunction too I suppose but I view social dysfunction as nothing more than a symptom of environmental dysfunction.)
@Jazzy_Butts @bitterblossom @Sp thing is i have this yearly cycle and then a daily cycle
on any day i could be super depressed or super happy or usually just neutral, but theres some kinda long term hopefulness that comes and goes
on any day i could be super depressed or super happy or usually just neutral, but theres some kinda long term hopefulness that comes and goes
@bitterblossom @Sp @cummies feel like people yelling at you and hitting you for no reason would be social dysfunction but not having any food to eat would be environmental dysfunction, or people not associating with you because you're gay or black or white would be social dysfunction, and being too hot or too cold to the point where you can't function would be environmental dysfunction