@sumire-chan I am fiercely defensive of my psyche. I am not letting anyone in, no way in hell, until they prove to me they would honor me. Prove they'd never hurt me. Until they all they get to do is interact with Mask Jazzy. Say hi Mask Jazzy. Hiii everyone. See Mask Jazzy is the face I wear, but he is not me. He is a shield. He protects me. From potentially you, and everybody else. No one will ever get close again, Mask Jazzy won't let anyone hurt Real Jazzy ever, ever again.