If I had a good body again (as opposed to my current, broken body...it used to not be so broken) I would like to swing dance with my love, when she says "Wow you can dance!" I can say "I've had a lot of practice!" while actually dancing, instead of saying "Yea, I used to dance...wish I could still, I kind of shimmy, that's the best you get."
Maybe some girls like disabled guys... although I don't look like enough of a freak to attract one of them, you wouldn't know I have a hard time moving just looking at me, until I actually try to move and fail.
All the work for what? I guess I would be in a worse boat now if I wasn't so fit before getting hurt.
Those blacks who raped my gf through intimidation are on my mind again, I was wondering what it must be like to be one of them, some dirty nigger, probably miserable, with no concept of the lives he's ruined, just another "bitch" he fucked, dirty niggers...sorry if you're black and reading this and you're not dirty, you can come on the arc but all the dirty ass niggers have to stay behind.
