@Sp She said "I've noticed a change in you", we were talking about race and I was crying, saying how messed up it was that people from white countries used advanced technology to abuse less advanced brothers and sisters (humans), and how they were people, and how I was lied to, and how I believed the lies, and how I believed in genetic determinism, and how I hated myself for being mixed, but not anymore, I hate the people who did this, not me, all people, every race has evil in it, I hate every evil person who did this evil