I want to have my own community, and it will be accepting of zoos and maps, it will be so chill and such a good space to relax finally, no being on guard, just chilling with normal people who don't have issues with you because of your attractions.
I wish zoomap advocates would stick around and be consistent instead of constantly disappearing. I really don't want to have to take that responsibility on but if I don't see anyone coming forward to do the job...
Like I post about my life a lot, and my thoughts, why can't other zoo/map advocates do that? Be normal like me, post about your hobbies, post about your thoughts and traumas, no one is going to dox you based on the story of the time you baked cookies with your grandma, open the fuck up dude seriously.
Seriously I just wish I had some zoo friends, because I don't think I have any? I'm not sure, and that's a problem, I should know, they should be open and loud enough that I know who my zoo friends are, but I have no idea. And map friends? Don't even get me started, they're even more closed off than the zoos, impossible to tell who's keeping it real and who's trolling, since no one but me (no other maps) posts about their life or movie tastes or anything, so, can't really tell if they're actual people or sick trolls who get their kicks deceiving people.
It makes me feel so alone that none others do this, they act so serious and "professional", like there's not a real person behind the politics, and that's disappointing, because I want to know who other maps are as people, and other zoos, your attractions are a small part of you and I want to know who you are