I miss the good times I had on 420chan before it turned to shit, and I haven't found a place as good. I used to post my nudes on the gay board. Good ol butthole shots.
The guy I liked at the time (he was a fem emo twink but he was NOT nice) would like demand I send him nudes and shit and that ruined it for me, I hate that, I wish that never happened, I could have made some money with my younger body but he sucked all the fun and joy out of it, so I started hating being in front of the camera, and then it spread until I hated photography. I'm trying to heal.
I pretty much just want to be loved.
Like he wouldn't even be nice about it he would just DEMAND nudes and if I was like, "H-hey, s-sorry, I'm just.... really sad right now, I'm not feeling so good" all I'd get back was "k", he wouldn't ask how I was doing, he wouldn't try to help at all, he was a bastard and I gave him love he didn't deserve
But then he ended up in an abusive relationship with an old man who would fuck his broken butthole, so hopefully his butthole has fallen out by now
