I'm feeling alone, pained, but also I feel more motivated to fix that, I'm feeling angry, and that's better than feeling weak. People say anger is no good, but anger is fuel, sadness is not fuel, sadness is pain, in the moments of sadness I am weak, but then the anger comes, and with it the drive to overcome challenges. Anger is not rage, blind rage helps nothing. Anger is motivating not paralyzing, it does not dull the mind, it sharpens it, anger, not rage. Rage is numbing, blinding, do not expect rage to save you. For you to do something, anything at all, you first must be angry, frustrated, restless, if you are content, what reason do you have to take any kind of action at all, discontent, and desire, and the frustration these cause, are the motivating factors for all actions.