Ok watching star trek but feeling lonely, I have to put a stupid thing together and I've been putting it off because I've never put something like this together before and I don't have the brains for it, I've only been sticking to mindless repetitive tasks lately. I can't think so good. Like I chopped wood yesterday, and I've been doing lots of simple yard work, and sitting in front of fires like a caveman. I'm just so lonely and depressed. I see no reason to do anything and it's been like this for longer than it's ever been before and I'm losing hope.