@icedquinn Literally explained this to my mom yesterday, even friends, anyone I find my age who is available (also friendless) is that way because they're psychologically unwell. Anyone with their shit together doesn't have time for me (a literal stranger) when they have a rich social life to attend to and maintain.
@icedquinn Yea I was shifted around from school to school before social media and lost contact, never had a friend for more than a year or two before I'd change schools or move. As a teen I found some people who were outcasts and thought they were cool but they were pretty shitty and petty people so I ditched them and now I'm alone because I creep people out with my bitterness.
now i get to listen to pair bonded people tell me copium.