I am very proud of myself for overcoming my bbc fear. I used to be filled with uncontrollable rage when I would accidentally see a bbc in porn, I would scream out (it's a good thing I live alone) "NO! GOD FUCKING DAMNIT! FUCKING NIGGERS!!!" but now....now I can even cum while looking at the bbc, I have defeated it, the bbc no longer lives rent free in my mind!