Satisfaction
A feeling of wellbeing, of ease, of achievement and accomplishment and of realization. Satisfaction is the fruit of life. Do not deny yourself the feeling, do not sink into self abasement and shame, in the name of humility. You have earned your satisfaction, do not waste such prescious fruit. That would be an insult. I have insulted myself, and my "god", many times, due to wrong teachings about how one should feel. I have felt such waste, and futility, in the face of all that is. But now, in this moment, I feel satisfaction, I feel ease, life feels right as opposed to wrong, warts and all. That is the power of satisfaction. Satisfaction is real, and it is the reason we keep living. It may be the sweetest fruit.