I'm so tired, I worry that if I even do get a gf when she says "hey let's have sex" I'll say "I'm too tired" and then she'll go out and get bbc tyrone to fuck her, and she'll bring him into MY home into MY bed while I'M THERE, and they'll FORCE ME TO WATCH, while his disgusting overlarge black penis hurts her and she says 'ow', and if I don't stare intently I'll be punished with slaps to the penis.