I hate how parents are moneygrubbers. It's like you have to make money to get them to leave you alone, they're like miniature government. It's not like you take up space, it's not like you go out to dinner or drinks, you're like a pet, but unlike the dog who they feed and love without complaining, (the dog who they did not bring into the world, as they did YOU) they demand you get a job, and even when they finally stop because you're a failure who can't cope, they still treat you begrudgingly. UM HELLO, YOU MADE ME! I'M A PRODUCT OF YOUR WORK! IF I SUCK BLAME YOURSELF! And I know what you're going to say, that I'm complaining and blaming everyone but myself and blah blah, but you don't know my story, I have been fucked, Costanza style, by life, and I KNOW what you're going to say, "Everybody is fucied by life try harder skill issue" but that just makes you an asshole, and maybe you like being an asshole, maybe you say "I guess if it makes me an asshole to think YOU'RE a whiney asshole, then I guess I'm an asshole!" but you REALLY ARE, you don't know my life experiences so you have no place to judge. I am aware of my faults, I know I am not the fastest, or the smartest, or the funniest, and while I believe I've made mistakes I also believe I've done the best I could in a lot of ways, and so for anybody to look down on me or call me a mooch for being a hikki can suck my fucking ass because they don't know anything about what life is if they think they can look at people who don't even have two nickels to rub together and judge, and say that they're "mooching" when there's rich bastard fucks out there robbing all of us for pennies on the dollar so fuck you. I'm tired of apologizing for not having a degree and for not having a job, the only thing I'm sorry for is this fucking world for having to have pieces of fucking shit in positions of power raping and pissing and shitting all over the rest of us so bad that we start blaming the least of us for problems they did not orchestrate, nobody sat down as a kid and said "you know what I want to be when I grow up I want to be a loser I want to have no job no position no avenue forward.". so fuck you if you think I'm a piece of shit for doing the best I can with what I've been fucking given you son of a bitch, fucking bastard, you can be disgusted by me but don't you fucking pretend like you're better than I am.