Can a person who's done bad things ever be redeemed? I massacred a whole bunch of garden slugs with a warclub. Was that wrong? They were violating my vegetables....I had to protect them. But when I smashed the slugs and they exploded, at first I felt disgusted, and a little remorseful, but then I thought of my vegetables and I got angry...and I smashed every slug and took PLEASURE in it. Is my soul beyond repair? They ATTACKED my vegetables and in the olden times people would delict slugs and snails and rabbits as armored enemies because they had to be faced as such, MY VEGETABLES ARE BEINGS AS WELL, AND SO I WAS LEGITIMATELY PROTECTING THEM! I....I was doing my duty... it's ok to smash the slugs if I'm doing my duty......but to enjoy it...oh god, I'm a monster.