I want to be so bigoted against girls but I know I shouldn't. I want to say "women don't get it, there's something wrong with them", because it's what I think, but that's wrong too. I feel guilty for looking down on women, I'm sure there are nice women, but I haven't met many. I've met plenty of nice guys, cute femboys who weren't prude or pretentious, who were happy to snuggle and share love. I'm sure it's me, other guys don't seem to have this problem, even though there's incels. I'm sure I have a problem with women, and I'm blaming the women for my own feelings because I'm scared to be gay, so it's not that I prefer men, it's that women have something wrong with them, implying I'm only settling for men.