I think I could be a really good friend to any person, black, white, asian, doesn't matter. I just like good people. I really hope those people who are outcasts among their own find me, because we could be great friends.
Like I really have no friends irl because they were all addicts and I didn't want to live that way so I ditched them (or they ditched me after I stopped being their whipping boy), I'm a clean smelling person with soft skin and features and I just want a fren group before I die please 
I'm really scared to go to a convention but I think now that I have anxiety meds I can do it, it'll be really hard and scary but not impossible, thanks to the meds. Like I'm really scared. I haven't been in the public eye in a long time. I'm a nothing, a nobody, but I still got attention, just because of my looks, but my looks aren't what they used to be, and I worry if I'm not enough of a whole ass person to be worth anything to anybody...but I won't know unless I try. I have to to to a convention, I have to get my covid pass or whatever the fuck if they're still doing that shit, I have to eat ze bugs if that's what it takes, I need nerd pussy, I need to go to the convention with their stupid fucking facual recognition cameras ans biometric scanners. Fucking bastards. But fuck it. If it's what I have to do to get to nerd love that's what I have to fucking do, I'll push to the front of the line and say "yes daddy" if it means I get to hang out with safe soft cute likeminded individuals while we give eachother massages and liaten to eachothers stories.
