People taking my autonomy away and sadistically abusing me in life 99.99% of the time did not ever sexually abuse me, and yet I still feel violated and invalidated. I feel raped, yet I never was, and so trying to talk about this with normies irl gets me scorn, they rarely see my abuse as abuse, "Oh, people bullied you? Boo hoo! Oh, you were kidnapped? GROW UP! You were gaslit? GATKEPT, GORLBOSSED."