If I actually had a lover I wouldn't be so fucked up. (lover by definition means they accept me and all of my perversions that I have inside my weird little head and they don't freak out and go oh my God you're going to do something illegal because you have weird thoughts it's like No bitch I'm not going to do anything illegal I just have weird fucking thoughts and I'm super honest and I cannot live a lie where I keep that shit from you so if you know me then you need to know all of me and that's part of me you dumb bitch) /vent