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Then if you watch this right after that last clip it pulls it all together and it hits you...Rick really was talking to himself...and his friend (even though he wouldn't admit it) died, and he feels like shit...he feels ashamed... I'm sorry for taking fedifrens for granted and pushing fedifrens away
https://youtu.be/MU4WlERyyBY
It was supposed to be a joke for his new friend.......but his friend died before he could see it. It makes me fucking cry.