I have to confess something shameful, not because it's racist, but because it's racist. I used to hate bbcs because I was racist.......and I still don't look at them....much..........but I have a big folder, it's like the containment unit from the ghostbusters, where I put any content that has anything to do with bbcs or anyone with dark skin who's NOT getting buttfucked or sucking a dick...............and sometimes I open that cursed folder.......RARELY, RARELY DO I DO IT......but I have been...........thinking of it lately. thinking of that folder.........and opening it......and looking..........and nutting...................I even think about each giant hurtful freakish bbc on screen raping my ungrateful gf who did get raped by a group of black men who I assume had very large cocks, they raped her by tricking her and threatening her, the police had to rescue her from human trafficking........anyway that fucked me up .......I lost my virginity to her......I thought she would be my wife......she was petite just like I liked, I'm not a tall guy so we matched, she was slightly smaller than me......so those bbcs must have really raped her painfully, and I even called her during the search and she had to whisper into her phone because she was so scared and then I heard them say in their ghetto accents ayo who get off dat phone!!!!! And then I couldn't get her again no matter how much I called....so yea, I became a little racist, a little hateful, she left me, or I left her..it's complicated, it's painful, but because she cheated on me when she got raped I have complex feelings, I hate that she got raped, it makes me want to chop off bbcs, but there's part of me that's very angry at her for cheating on me and there's a part of me a dark part that wants to revel in her suffering so I imagine giant bbcs raping her or the giant white dicked friend I had who I didn't know was a rapist that raped her and took her virginity before any of us met and I didn't know until after she and I had bonded. I hate this life I just want a qt who wants a damaged joker boi to be her bf and she won't cheat on him (me, we're talking about me here!) and she won't be all like "I'm leaving you because we just don't fit" and then she goes and gets raped by gangsta rappas and she gets HIV and HPV so bad that her ovaries stop working. /vent /real /I need my fedi partner to hmu in the dms I need to move on from this pain and take the new relationship seriously with someone who gets my freak, like this ex I'm talking about admitted she got fucked by a dog then ghosted me.......like bitch we are so compatible how can you ghost me????? So all you know Jazzy by now, you know Jazzy is pretty much me but just with no social filter, please date me, please, I'm beggin you, I'm a minor celebrity so that's gotta get me SOME points come onnnnnnn please give me attention if we're dating hmu I need your love and attention asap 🥺