THOUGHTS ARE NOT ACTIONS I AM NOT A DANGER TO MYSELF OR OTHERS
Thinking of kms because I have no significant other ever since my first one which was my first love and I lost my virginity to her then she cheated and got raped after being molested as a kid before we met and raped as her first time by someone I thought was a good person before finding out they actually were a monster from the both of them, each had the same story, the monster took pride in it, she was traumatized from it, I am alone forever no one could ever love a loser like me. I live rent free I have no worries in life but I will never be rich and apparently that isn't enough. A girl or cuteboy could have a nice, worry free life with me, eat my food, use my hot water and electricity, internet, if we're married all you would have to give me would be your love. But simple free loving isn't good enough for anyone I know. They all want me to be making money and then to be making more money every day, endless growth, I can't do that. I want to kms. /vent