@Curvin @LukeAlmighty @ForbiddenDreamer Im definitely not ready

@Chance @LukeAlmighty @ForbiddenDreamer I get you, self-preservation is paramount by instinct. Nobody wants to get hurt, other than the unhinged, and the masochistic.

@Curvin @LukeAlmighty @ForbiddenDreamer Sometimes I imagine a timeline where I fuck up and get super fucking hurt and then somehow it turns out better than before.

Other times I imagine similar but it's a never ending spiral of pain after an emotional hurt.

I imagine a lot of bad things

@Curvin @LukeAlmighty @ForbiddenDreamer Pain and tragedy and such can make a boring life interesting. I think that's why. I am so utterly bored with myself and life in general that I start to want something terrible to happen just to spice it up.

@Chance @LukeAlmighty @ForbiddenDreamer You can picture many different outcomes in your head as I see it, you may be just like me after all.

@Curvin @Chance @ForbiddenDreamer
People forgot that revange is a preventative measure.

It is a complex concept requiring self sacrefice and a collective identity in theory, but in reality, the mere fact you are ready to enact revange gets written to your face, and becomes the strongest shield against discrimination you can immagine.

I saw people not getting paid for their job, and still continue. Only because they were unwilling to gasp the thought of revange. The same employer NEVER skipped my pay. Coincidence? No.

Because they know, that I would leave in style.