It's not like I'm depressed or anything. My life if just so empty, that at the end of work day, I actually have nothing better to do. The work is at least meaningful for someone.
@LukeAlmighty No, you actually _are_ depressed. Textbook. You should say to yourself "I'm depressed, and it's almost impossible to self diagnose." Then go get somebody to talk to.
Your mind will tell you not to bother. You can't use its guidance right now.
@vandys
Thanks for the advice, but I'm not sure you're ready to accept the premise.
I am a happy and joyful person. I enjoy the little things in life etc.
But I have NOONE to talk to. I am alone, and my job is the only part of my life that brings someome else some joy.
I am not depressed (textbook), my life is just shitty (textbook).
Still glad you tried to help. 
