How can I ever get mentally stable, when half of the population is so psychopathic?

All I really needed was a few examples of women who could hear the tragic event that happened to me when I was young, and assure me, that it was an insane overreach. That it should not have happened and that society is moving to make sure it won't happen again..

Yet, when I try looking for empathy, all I get are feminists saying, that my 5yo me shouldn't "have been murdering and raping women across history" so I deserved it

Even when I was sent to a shrink, she showed 0 such empathy, and she was literally payed to figure these things out.

Thanks for reading this pathetic shit.