Normally I don't feel awful, but baby sitting my nephews makes me feel so alone.
It's a constant reminder of not having a partner and the kid's are just full of love constantly wanting my attention and approval.
It hurts, but I made sure the kids don't know that and are having a great time playing.
@SirDudeNamedBenOnymous Thank you.
And good news I decided to spoil them by getting them some toys they really wanted, then sugared them up and set them back to their parents XD
@Mr_NutterButter The laughter of children always cheers me up. Hang in there, brother.