The best motivation for me is the desire to fuck.

I will not let myself do so until I'm fit so I want to work out.

I crave to be in the gym now.

For the first time in 15 years I can do 3 full non girl push-ups

And I can actually feel something dense in my arm that's building.

I WILL WIN BECAUSE GOD HAS BLESSED ME WITH THE GIFT OF LOVE!!!