Thank fuck for EFAP. Right now, I don't think anything else has a chance to lower my blood pressure.

Day by day, I'm finding it harder and harder to uphold my principles and be able to honestly say that I would defend idiots like nazis and communists if someone tried to erase them of the face of the planet.

I don't see myself becoming violent or legitimately advocating violence against this new dangerous trend of communists, but I am starting to find it harder to see myself giving a crap if the tables turn against them in violent ways.

And I hate this feeling.