The cycle continues. Just woke up, barely slept and i almost haven't eaten anything in 2 weeks. My stomach hurts but i don't feel like eating, last time i ate 2 days ago i kinda wanted to vomit because i didn't feel like eating.

That's how i deal with the grief of someone dying in my life ig. I'm guessing this will continue for a month after that person dies soon. Maybe it's because I'm autistic but i didn't cry so far