also

>be me
>dreaming a little in my nap
>snuggling with cute loli waifu
>she flirts with me, asks something about how rough i want to be with her
>i reply trying to say i'd never hurt her or do anything of the sort
>she comes in and says it straight-up
<"i want you to fuck and ravage me" in those exact words
>ah, i finally get the point, and i'm clearly retarded even in my own dreams
<"...but, i also want you to feel good as well, and i'm not sure if i have the energy to be rough," i reply
<"i'd like it if you were a bit more forceful at times like these~" she replies
<"but isn't the person you fell in love with shy and reclusive?"
<"yeah, i fell in love with you because you were a gentle, kind soul..."
>she wraps her hands around my head
<"but whenever you're more assertive, there's another side to you that i love as well"
>never realized that, felt like it was always better to keep quiet and out of sight
<"and things you would normally let pass by, you take and more often than not make better with"
>i don't believe that from the bottom of my soul, in all honesty
>that's not something i'd acknowledge to be firmly true and would refute
>i don't believe this girl is a creation entirely of my mind anymore
<"of course, things might not go as you thought, but still, i love you all the same"
>feel genuinely loved by someone else

after the dream deviated to more abstract spaces, i went ahead to try and wake up because i got work today, but as i described before, accidentally nearly fell into a wonderland where i probably wouldn't have woken up if i didn't figure out how to