the devil tempts me
i had the most vivid imagination of beating the everliving shit out of my manager
that adrenaline rush... i want to experience it so badly...
however, that would be a bad idea, as tempting and as justified as it would be
i had the most vivid imagination of beating the everliving shit out of my manager
that adrenaline rush... i want to experience it so badly...
however, that would be a bad idea, as tempting and as justified as it would be
it's been a while since i've felt this much hatred
this workplace is genuinely soul-draining
i don't understand how people even put up with such bullshit just to retire at such an old age, they can't even move
this workplace is genuinely soul-draining
i don't understand how people even put up with such bullshit just to retire at such an old age, they can't even move
i'm still not sure what to do with this anger
it's such an annoying feeling to have
it's surprisingly not easy to let go of it, it's like a porcupine's quills -- it doesn't go in if it wasn't that forceful, but when it goes in forcefully, it anchors and digs itself in
i honestly don't have the concept of forgiveness or letting go in my soul, i want everything to be resolved the way i want it to be, and there is literally no other framework i can use that works for me in this hellhole
it's such an annoying feeling to have
it's surprisingly not easy to let go of it, it's like a porcupine's quills -- it doesn't go in if it wasn't that forceful, but when it goes in forcefully, it anchors and digs itself in
i honestly don't have the concept of forgiveness or letting go in my soul, i want everything to be resolved the way i want it to be, and there is literally no other framework i can use that works for me in this hellhole
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@ninja8tyu personally, the only thing that quells anger for me is time. sometimes a little bit of time, sometimes a lot of time.
i'd honestly like to stay cool and collected all the time when it comes to these types of situations, but this is literally just school trauma all over again dealing with bullies who are literal teachers (and jews)
fucking -berg teachers were common at every school i went to, never realized just how much i hated "whites" until now