I may be blocked from normalfag ascension simply from being a noticer.
It is just true that knowing the ways of Judaism blocks you from talking to normalfags normally. It's just...impossible to hide. When they see that you notice, one of the people in the group turns their knife towards you. You can befriend individuals, but people meeting friends come in groups and it only takes a single blackball to get kicked out of a group.
I give up entirely. I do not know *what* I will do to find community, but I do know that I will not ever find it in normalfag circles. I will continue to search for friends, but I am forced to acknowledge that I do not belong in communities that accept normalfags.
I must remember the lesson of Uriel d'Acosta, and how his desperate attempts to integrate into a society which hates him resulted in his downfall.
It is just true that knowing the ways of Judaism blocks you from talking to normalfags normally. It's just...impossible to hide. When they see that you notice, one of the people in the group turns their knife towards you. You can befriend individuals, but people meeting friends come in groups and it only takes a single blackball to get kicked out of a group.
I give up entirely. I do not know *what* I will do to find community, but I do know that I will not ever find it in normalfag circles. I will continue to search for friends, but I am forced to acknowledge that I do not belong in communities that accept normalfags.
I must remember the lesson of Uriel d'Acosta, and how his desperate attempts to integrate into a society which hates him resulted in his downfall.
@ceo_of_monoeye_dating yes, i remember turning 14 as well
@professionalbigot69 Man it's real fucking annoying that trying to make friends as an adult looks *exactly* like high school. 
@ceo_of_monoeye_dating bro it's all high school all the way till you're dead
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