@Tony based retard
@Tony I would say I need to just find someone very similar to me but that was the last girl I went on a date with and she was like "I don't see a future with you." after ONE date that I thought went pretty well and that I traveled 2 hours each way by train for. Like, what's good enough?
Tbh, not trying to denigrate myself or anything, but realistically if I were a woman why tf would I date someone like me seriously? Can't drive, can't work a full time job. Sure I'm kinda funny and kinda smart and like partially attractive, and I try my best in everything that I can, but if I'm thinking as a woman... The dating market is completely in a woman's favor. She could probably find someone who has all those upsides and their downsides won't be as life altering as mine are.
The longest relationship I ever had was in 10th grade, for almost a year, and she told me over text she never actually really liked me that much to break it off.
Maybe it's just not in the cards for me man. Sucks to think about sometimes but you know what, that date funny enough really made me re-focus on myself. Started learning Japanese, going to the gym again, shit like that.
@Tony my family has a pretty rotten history of divorces too so I have the feeling I have some guardian angel watching over me making sure that shit doesn't happen to me too lol
And like im not even coming from incel land, I've date 13 women (1-3 years), lived with three, and the rest have been 1-3 year relationships over the last 15 years.
Honeslty man, they are nice but they waste money and emotional energy.
im not even butt hurt about it, i used to want marriage and kids and all that but at this point the state simps for women so hard marrying one is taking on a shit ton of risk you can't afford.
Not to like be an incel because thats not my point, but they honestly aren't worth trusting long term.