i think i might be a bit of a masochist because i've been watching houston jones lately and i'm like "oh that would be interesting to try out" then i realize i don't have health insurance so if anything goes horribly wrong i'm fucked.

but i wouldn't even be getting money from it like he does i'd just be doing it for the love of the game.

i also kind of like the feeling of getting tattoos and i find going to the dentist is kinda nice sometimes. i kinda like pushing on bruises when i get them. idk man.