Hello, so I have been not active for like over 4 months ago. I had a family member I was very close with passed away. And since then I am in a mental hole.
I dunno how normal this amount of giefing is because the one thing I love to do has become impossibe to do as well (art).
The only thing I do is watching random vids and gaming like an addict.
I have no idea when I will come back or if I want to. I genuin have no idea. I only know that I am not ok for some time now.
For now this is all.
@Domanubis i'm really sorry for your loss, that's never easy man.
a word of advice, though. if you don't start doing even little things to help put yourself back together, you won't heal. time itself does wonders, but it also doesn't wait for us.
it's okay to start small, it's okay to have rough days, it's okay to feel like you have to force it sometimes. but, if you don't address a wound it might get infected.
best of wishes to you man.
