I'm starting to doubt whether I would be up to the task of administrating an instance

even if I would be able to pull the technical side of things off with my zero sysadmin experience, we would probably stir up a lot of drama just like smuglo did unless we defederated ourselves entirely
I've never really moderated a community, let alone a community that almost directly interacts with other communities and even when I don't intend to please everyone (certainly not the mastocoms), there are so many wrong choices to make it's scary

I just want a space for my twitter friends where they can express themselves freely and be comfy at the same time but that sounds less and less possible the more I think about it :(