the good news is it was barely even an orgasm so i'm still pent up as hell, maybe even more so with something so unsatisfying ><
@pea Go on. Details. Any ejaculate?
@DetectiveHyde a, a little maybe? it was hard to tell with how much i was leaking already,,,
@DetectiveHyde i'd been edging for 4 hours straight, so ><
@pea Good, I hope it was COMPLETELY fucking unsatisfying. I hope you bucked your hips and called out in frustration, and regretted allowing it to be ruined, and tried to pound your half-cumming dick to get a proper orgasm out but NOTHING HAPPENED.
@DetectiveHyde i'm gonna be honest i didn't even consider not ruining it for a second lmao
it took a good 30 seconds to come out and the only reason i could tell was from the spasming in my dick and i felt more sad that i had let myself cum than anything
it took a good 30 seconds to come out and the only reason i could tell was from the spasming in my dick and i felt more sad that i had let myself cum than anything
@pea Jesus, Pea. You really are going mad, huh?
What if at the end of all of this, you decide to finally cum and your body has forgotten how?
What if at the end of all of this, you decide to finally cum and your body has forgotten how?
@DetectiveHyde (that's half a joke)
@pea You say it's half a joke, but let's be honest, if there was a drug that would permanently fuck up your ability to get over the edge, you'd take it without hesitation
@pea And what of its companion drug that basically just makes you permahorny?
@DetectiveHyde mm, i dunno, i like to do other things and not be distracted by my horniness too, i'm always sort of teetering on the edge of just wanting to, idk, like a life driven by my sex drive (full time slavery fantasies, etc) but there's just too much i'd be leaving behind that i love
@pea Yeah that's a good point. Fucking reality getting in the way.
@DetectiveHyde i dunno, to a certain extent yeah, but to a certain extent it's just that i have other passions than just slutty ones and there's no way i can choose just one (if anything, coffee is sort of the one i've chosen i think)
@DetectiveHyde like if when i died i could just start over, i would dedicate easily dozens of lives to permanent hellish orgasm denial and being a fucktoy, my desires basically, and probably only one or two to my passions because i genuinely believe desires would be hardest to get tired of over all that time, but given only one lifetime, i want to pursue my passions more than my desires
@DetectiveHyde sorry, i'm being too deep about this ><
@pea There's no such thing as being too deep about something in my book, it's all good. :3
It's a cute insight into your psychology, and it's pretty arousing to read
It's a cute insight into your psychology, and it's pretty arousing to read
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I would say it's too deep when you feel it in your stomach.
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@matrix @DetectiveHyde yeah, but you know kids these days are getting deeper and deeper, soon when you feel it in your stomach you'll just barely be to the point where it's starting to feel good!
@DetectiveHyde @matrix mm, what route did you come up(/what one did i come up actually, i don't entirely get what you mean by that, but it may be because i'm tired)
