@matrix Kinda weird that he even felt guilty or said sorry at all, also anyone with a brain could see (because he's even admitted to this) that he has zero cult, occultist, or otherwise a position of power in his background
He just read a lot of gothic horror and Thelema, which is probably the biggest influence to Cultist Simulator and even references stuff like The Great Work which is the entire goal of the game
Just goes to show that people are always going to bow to anklebiters, very sad