i dont know what to do
i think the consequences of my past actions are finally catching up to me
im gonna walk to cvs and stay there for a while
i need to get away

i do only think about myself
theyre right
im selfish
i should never have done any of this

i should never have existed
i provide nothing to this world
everything i do can be done better by others

i don't know what to do

am i panicking?
YES IM PANICKING
PANIC IS ALL I CAN DO

i should never have made that call

all i can do right now is try not to be in the house

hopefully things arent as bad as i think
i dont know though

WHY ARE THE ROADS SO BUSY NOW
THEY SHOULD NOT BE THIS BUSY

arrived at cvs
only place i have that i can go to

honestly at this point all i want is someone to truthfully and genuinely reassure me that everything is going to be fine
although with how things are now its not likely things will be fine

@reitrace I mean, it will be awhile, but things will eventually go back to some semblance of normal. Remember that there are several promising treatments being developed (cloroquine is not the only thing scientists are looking to as far as #Coronavirus treatments go), but in the meantime, the death rate, generally speaking, when reported accurately, of people actually dying from the #Coronavirus is quite low (although a bit higher than deaths from other colds), especially for those who aren't elderly. Even then, many of the elderly who are dying would've died anyways, from another cold or sickness.

TL;DR, the #Coronavirus isn't as awful or deadly as people are making it out to be, and even if it was, people are being quarantined and treatments are being developed. The #Coronavirus will not flourish forever.