I feel I'm now (self-)aware enough of the situation to get a grip on myself and lift a weight off as well.

These times, and my personal issues, call for no longer holding me back in counterproductive ways. This social and economic austerity is going out of the window now, you bet!

First things first, don't expect me to be ready to be available at any time, if anything the opposite. It's come to a point where I don't need to help people directly nearly as often and where I don't find myself well capable of it either.

I'm instead refocusing on studies first, not as a priority, but as a requirement.